I gave birth to Ryan 29 years ago today. I lost him to suicide over seven years ago. Today, I decided to let go of some of the guilt that I have been carrying around with me. Not all of it. But some of it.
Suicide leaves those of us behind left with a whole lot of crap to deal with in so many ways. I have waded through legal issues, personal belongings and emotional waves of despair.
It is time for me to let go of some things. I feel it inside. Ready. So good-bye to guilt. For today.